The In between

Doing well and barely there 

But really I am good 

I know you think I’m hiding 

Something that I’m fighting 

I’m just misunderstood 

I don’t know what it is 

Holding down 

this fear I’ve found 

by being disappointing 

All is well can’t you tell 

No filter that is needed

But wait come back 

Help is what I pleaded 

Fix this broken piece 

Inside of me

It hurts to be 

Take it out 

It’s hurting now 

I’m tired 

I’m doing pretty good 

Perfectly great and well

Like I always should 

See me smiling

Nothing that I’m hiding 

Push it down 

hold it there 

I told you I was good….